blues

i'm still planning to write that MAJOR BLOG UPDATE but for now, i had the urge to record my thoughts at this very moment...forgive me if i turn incoherent. i'm going for the spontaneity.

2:11 AM. still awake. four cigarettes in 15 minutes. i want one more... hell no, i'm not addicted to smoking. the slow jazz i'm listening to is enhancing my pensive mood. onto my fifth cig. must stop. you are where you are now because someone pushed you there. but yeah, it's always the choice of the individual in the end.

Norah's voice is enchanting, a sweet sound that calms the weary soul. glad i finally got a copy of her album.

just opened another bottle of wine from my stash of drinks. good stuff. shit.. i just started on my sixth cig. i promise myself this is the last for tonight.

i'm waiting for you to shine down on me